First I must discuss what my roommate brought into our apartment last night:

CHOCOLATE OREO CHEESECAKE!!!!!!!!!!

APPLE CRISP!!!

NESTLE CRUNCH DIBS!!!

This is NOT okay with me!!! Seriously torture!! She should not have told me it was in there. She could have put easily hid it in the back of the fridge!! I will explain the damage done later…

Before I left work yesterday, I had a few snacks just because I was bored.

Freeze Dried Bananas and Strawberries..

Peach Ginger Green Tea and a Pear. Not bad.

Originally I was debating between Spin and Total Body Conditioning after work. It turns out I did not go to the gym at all :( My boyfriend happened to be working in North Jersey so he was able to meet me for an hour after work. We went to a bar and met for a drink and by that point, I was too tired to workout.

I got a Mai Tai and he got a Blue Moon.

I was pretty tired in the first place so all the rum in the Mai Tai just made me want to pass out!

I got home at 8 and should have just went to bed. I was not even hungry for dinner but I ate it anyway for no reason. I knew there was leftover pasta so I just kept thinking about it until I caved and heated it up around 9.

I started off with frozen broccoli and cauliflower.

I heated up the pasta and added some salad with hummus to the side.

Very good. Now I really should have went to bed but I knew there was ice cream, brownies, and my roommates evil treats in the kitchen!!!

I first made a bowl of soy ice cream with a piece of her apple crisp and my chopped up brownie.

Omg her apple crisp was AMAZING. I really needed more…well WANTED more…so I made a second bowl with more apple crisp, brownie, 2 Nestle’s Dibs, and whipped cream.

I seriously could not stop with her Apple Crisp so I went in and got more…and more brownie!!

Seriously, this stuff cannot be in the house. I really wanted a 4th bowl it was so good. I had to put a million pieces of gum in my mouth to stop myself. Ugh, I wouldn’t have felt so bad if I worked out at least. I really need to learn how to savor and enjoy ONE bowl instead of having 3, ruining it and making myself feel fat and sick. AAH! It is killing me knowing that all that stuff is still in the fridge today. I have no control!

Blah, I woke up feeling angry and huge today! I was soo tired when I woke up so the gym was not an option. I will definitely go at lunch. I really want to take a spin class after work too but the boy is coming again so I don’t know if that will happen. I may have to leave him at home and go anyway. Or I might make him go with me! At least he will be there to control me and not let me eat 20 bowls of ice cream!!

Anyway, onto today’s oats….

  • Kashi Go Lean Oatmeal
  • 1/2 Banana
  • 1/4 Apple Ginger Honest Foods Bar
  • 1/4 Bag Freeze Dried Strawberries/Bananas
  • Cinnamon
  • Skim Milk

I love the little crunchies in the Kashi Oatmeal. I miss my Smart Balance much more though!!

Hope everyone has a nice Wednesday! Hopefully my next post will be happier! I wish I did not have to have a depressing post like this every week where I lose control…Sorry!
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12 Responses to “Ice Cream, Brownies, Apple Crisp, Cheesecake Insanity!”

  1. Dori says:

    It is really hard to stop at 1 bowl when you know how delicious it is! That’s how I was with the Tagalong ice cream this weekend!

    Also, that cheesecake – omg. I would have devoured it!

    I need to write a new post today or tomorrow!

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  2. foodsthatfit says:

    I’d have a hard time if those desserts were in my house too! Hope today is a great day!

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  3. Holly says:

    Agggh!! Those look absolutely amazing and to die for. I think anyone in their right mind would’ve dove into that with a big ole’ spoon. :-)

    I know it’s hard, but try not to be too hard on yourself. We’ve all done it! The important thing is to just work out and continue eating like you have been…but I know you know this already. :-)

    Hope you have a great Wednesday!

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  4. katecooks says:

    i seriously wrote a post just like this one after my late night eats this past friday. it can be really frustrating when you can’t seem to stop in the moment but afterward you just feel so gross and terrible!! im sorry, i definitely know the feeling!! just try to remember that falling off the wagon for a bit doesn’t mean you can’t get right back on and try to do something healthy for the next day or so to really fix the mental balance. for me, its my brain that keeps me freaking out!! it’s not like 3 bowls of dessert really made you gain any weight!!

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  5. alessa says:

    Today is a new day! :) I am jealous that you can go to the gym at lunch, do you shower there after? I always feel like I am crunched for time and then never want to come back to work sweating!

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  6. eatfabinnyc says:

    omg looks soooo delicious! thank goodness I have the say in what comes into our apartment or I would be 100000 lbs. My boyfriend isn’t allowed ANY chips, candy, ice cream etc! hahaha. he’s a good sport. I always tell him (since he’s a finance boy) that it’s an investment in my body longterm ;) He likes that analogy luckily and buys into it hehehe. Glad you enjoyed time with the BF!!

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  7. Missy says:

    Dori: I need this Tagalong ice cream! Yum!

    Katecooks: You are right about it being in the head. I know I probably won’t gain weigth from it but in my head I feel extra fat today! I am trying to make up for it and workout extra though!

    Alessa: I don’t shower there, just blow dry my hair a little. Somehow my makeup stays completely put and I don’t sweat thatttt much so I am okay!

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  8. Mo Diva says:

    At least you motivate yourself to work out. I got a Wii fit for christmas. How many times have i used it? 5…
    So you fell off the wagon. Get back on. You can do it!

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  9. katecooks says:

    You are so right!! I need to take my own advice and just enjoy all the good treats this week. Let’s both stop beating ourselves up about it, how does that sound?? :)

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  10. Diana says:

    I know the guilty feelings well, but I say those particular treats were WORTH IT. Hot damn.

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  11. luckytastebuds says:

    hi You!! I totally see myself in your shoes and agree that just knowing that a tasty treat is there can be too painful to resist. I seriously think that we share the same brain sometimes, because I catch myself having those exact same thoughts…”ok, pop in some gum, chew to stop craving the second round” and it fails. I also catch myself using the bf as a way to not over-indulge. When he’s around, I’m more conscious of not over-eating.

    OK back to the post though, I’m sure the desserts did not sabotage your health or progress! I’m sure you probably know that too! Don’t let food dictate how you feel. Just like how a scale might. *sigh* You and I have the same problems. Don’t worry, today is a NEW DAY!!!

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  12. healthy ashley says:

    I’m sitting here at 11pm wondering if I should have a nig dessert right before bed… let me tell you- this was the wrong post to read! Everything looks delicious!

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